forgetful...

in my mind, i had this whole blog post ready to be put to proverbial paper and now, for the life of me, i can't remember what i was going to write. that seems to be the way it goes lately. forgetting things; walking into rooms, unable to remember what exactly it was i was there for in the first place. my mind wanders, sometimes to a memory of Brian, especially when i am caught offguard by a photograph or something he thought important. one thing often leads to another.

i guess i'll mention that i bought a movie today. UP. the last movie that Brian and i saw together. on our anniversary. 12 years. when i saw it the first time, i cried through the whole thing. gosh, now i'll probably do that again, but for a whole different set of reasons. representative of so much. unrealized dreams and what's really important. **sigh**

oh, yeah... i just remembered what i was going to write about, but i guess it'll have to wait for another day...

Life After.