after my husband Brian's death in September 2009, i was overwhelmed with emotions of all kinds. i felt like i needed to do something with them, so i created this blog. here you will find our journey of life after...
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
The birthday...
...did not go as expected. we had all the wonderful foods that Brian loved so well and would always eat to celebrate his birthday: alaskan king crab, shrimp, salad, garlic bread, asparagus, and the yummy yellow cake with chocolate frosting. but other than that, there was nothing representative of him. the girls and i tried to talk about him but no one else would. such a sad disappointment. his first birthday without him here and...
...nothing. my heart breaks.
but i celebrated with him in my mind and with our kids and his mom just by being together. hopefully the next 6 months of "firsts" that come along won't be as painful as this was...
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