Tuesday, March 8, 2011

charlie & the ceiling fan

ever get the feeling that things are not always what they seem? well, God taught me a huge lesson in this just last week.

We were at the farm with some friends like any usual day. But this day would end quite differently. The kids were off in a corner of the farm playing, the gardeners doing their weekly clean-up of the property. My girls, during their play, noticed the gardeners moving something quite heavy by their standards out of the way with a stick. The walked over after the gardeners had moved on and noticed it was a puppy.
They promptly picked it up and brought it over to the picnic tables where I was sitting. He was so scared and tired, he was shaking. He was so cute, I just couldn't leave him there nor could I bring myself to call the pound to pick him up. He was tugging at my heartstrings for sure.


So I took him. A comedic error was McKenna putting him down next to the car to open the door. He immediately scurried under the car, completely afraid. So, with daughters' and friends' help I slowly backed the car out of our space to grab him. Thankfully he wasn't too scared of the car moving, so he didn't move. Phew!

Our first stop with him was the vet. On our way there, we decided to call him Charlie. The vet told us that he was 4 months old and a mix of shepherd, rottweiler and beagle. $50 later, we walked out of the vet's office and took him home.

Over the course of the weekend, I realized I couldn't keep Charlie, even though it had really been my heart's desire. Since we live with my mom, she became the deciding factor, which was a firm “no”. So I spent the weekend and first part of the week finding Charlie a home.

Ads on Craigslist produced strange people calling me and offering to pick up Charlie right away. This made me extremely wary about handing him over to just anyone, even though I was desperate to find him a home. That Sunday I got wise to the ways of Charlie and created a series of questions in hopes to find the BEST new owner for a puppy to which we had grown quite attached.

A cute new picture of Charlie posted on my Facebook page proved to be the ticket. Within hours of posting, Charlie had caught the eye of two interested parties. After interviews of each, both seemed to be amazingly good homes.

I was torn.

leaning more toward the family but not sure it was completely the right decision because of the fact that the husband hasn't had a job in 2 years, i needed a sign. and guess what? God have me one.

the kids and i went to a couple thrift stores that night looking for a dog crate for charlie. in the process, i came across this box that housed a ceiling fan, the very one i had been wanting for the girls' room. woohoo! score! so i asked a guy who worked at that particular store to open it up for me so i could see if all the pieces were there. he did and i took out the pieces. it was a completely different fan! what?!? at that very moment, i heard a still small voice say: things aren't always what they seem.

well, that was the confirmation i needed. 2 days later we headed out to the family's home to deliver charlie, though i was still a little unsure about it because every man charlie had met in the short time we had him he had bitten. how would he react to the the man of this family?

well, my fears were quelled almost immediately. the dad leaned down to pet charlie and after a slight hesitation, charlie went right up to him and allowed dad to pet him. woohoo!

a little later, i called to charlie and he came over and sat on the mom's feet. another total answer to prayer! no hesitation here about letting charlie be adopted in to this new family.

these friends invited us to stay for dinner and then for their small group, which we did and what an incredible evening it was. i did the math and it has been 7 years since i have been involved in a small group. i almost cried right there in their living room. the night -- in fact, the entire day -- was a complete blessing. [i think it's about time to think about being a part of a small group, don't you?]

God is taking care of everything and everyone -- especially me!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Day 2: God is like...

ALLSTATE
You're in good hands with Him.

yes, I am. i am reading this new book, Made to Crave by Lysa TerKeurst. i have always struggled with my weight which is directly related to my love of food and, more often than not, life circumstances. oh, how i love food. and my life circumstances over the past few years haven't been that great. in fact, right now i would love to dig in to the pan of chocolate chip cookie bars that are sitting on the stove and have a handful of yummy chocolatey trail mix to go with it.

but i refrain. why?

because the above mentioned book is changing the way i think about food and its relationship to the God i love and serve. why don't i crave God like i crave those cookies? and why don't i crave God's comfort [instead of that of food] when circumstances are crappy? well, now i am stopping to think. thinking about God, praying to him and asking him for help because i know i won't be able to do it on my own. food - and our relationship to it - is important to God. in fact, two important stories from the Bible [and very likely more, if i think about it] regard food... do you know which ones?

1/ the fall -- eve ate the forbidden fruit [i often eat forbidden foods all the time]
2/ jacob and esau -- esau gave up his birthright because he was hungry! [what important things am i giving up because i consume recklessly?]

yes, i am in good hands with God because he will [and is!] help me with my cravings and the refocusing of my desires of such things. i am desiring to keep balance in all areas and live with integrity in all areas, too!

if you are reading this blog post and are interested in reading Made to Crave along with me and sharing in discussion and accountability, post a message. i

Monday, February 14, 2011

So glad...

They who seek the Lord shall not be in want of any good thing.
Psalm 34:10 (nasb)

I needed to hear this today like I needed to be with the people I was with this afternoon.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Day 1: God is like...

I got an email with a bunch of these ad-like descriptions on God. I thought I'd blog each day about one and relate it to me. So, the first day i am choosing:

...BOUNTY, He is the quicker picker upper! Can handle the tough jobs, and He won't fall apart on you.

Oh, how true! I know that God is the only one I can truly count on. I can tell him ANYTHING and he will not fall apart on me. He can handle it. He created me so He is able to handle any feeling, any thought, my anger, my desires, my frustration, my joy... anything. And yes, sometimes those feelings are TOUGH!

Ephesians 3:20
Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

New Year's Eve's Spontaneity

New Year's Eve was one of the most spontaneous days ever. What started out as a lazy day at home turned out to be anything but.

Friends from up north were in town and wanted to hang out. First suggestion was the park. Second suggestion was the beach. We took 'em up on it.

Drove out to Huntington Beach; had Wahoo's for lunch; hung out on the beach til sunset; headed to Starbuck's for some hot cocoa; then Chick-fil-a for dinner; Ian to bed when we got home; the girls stayed up for the bewitching hour and then we all went to bed.

Here are some pictures from that amazing day:

Ian flying a kite!

The kids playing with the gargantuan seaweed they found...

good friends!

love this family!

What a day! And the kids and I agree. What a great way to spend the last day of the year -- with good friends and Daddy.

:)


Amazing sunset

Was nice to have this view tonight.
I miss the beach.
I miss Brian.

Christmas Eve's irony

This Christmas has been so hectic, though I planned it not to be.

To take the pressure off, i suggested an alternative to our traditional Swedish meatball feast [which I was going to make].

Dinner at in-n-out. I was perusing the drive-thru menu and began giving my order to the guy at my window. I look up at him and catch a glance at his nametag. I couldn't believe it. His name was Brian.

Tears started to flow. How embarrassing?! I actually wanted to ask him if he was for real. Maybe it was an angel...

Oh, no. My mistake. She was at the window. Her name was Gabriella.

[truth!]